cecily brown


Viv mentioned the name to me yesterday. this blog is not going very well.. I need to do more research. That image reminded me of the work i did, you can see that on my other blog.

Feels like i should be shopping. I want to go and see the exhibitions but i’ve been thinking about it so much. it seems silly a paradox. oxymoron. allalal . I like this song american life. I was tempted to watch donnie darko again. I ought to write about what i need to for my blog. artists. I think just their influence on my life. aaargh. biography.. what is the point in that. Institution.. first. gallery mauger modern . i cant. should i ring them? Modern painters I’ll try and read it all in the library. I find it surreal strange interesting how all the things that read and everything goes into heads and is scary trying to pick. bizarre me and claire (collaborative bollocks) think how there are this these lists that people feel inclined to have to read.  (something that the transient gallery has upheld... not that it's silly..they have curated an exhibition of alist of books that are to be read and ticked off)

 It’s tough getting through all this as . wit . with . me. with. wit. I don’t know> i just don’t . Modern Painting/ers is fun. The contents page and typography and that i know what i’m reading/ in relation to magazine. the language. seems like a simple start to the beginner of art. doesn’t seem like i shuld be knowing much already. lots of adverts that look tempting. that’s how i came across some painters and almost made me go to berlin next week. Aims? to show art and ask questions perhaps. I should ask them and phone. what are your aims . who started it? the same for a galllery steve or paul at mauger. what is this meant to be aboutt. archive.... links  pictures thoughts what was there. I alike a couple of the people represented costa was just like mine of a few years ago. I like a few years ago . I don’t remember doing all the work and paintoing but thinking about it i tended to just do art and try and block out all the writing and just paint. I did that too last year at foundation. It was funny going into a room and finding lots of paper and books that i write and scribble and draw in trying to find electrical goods and adapters in a not success. medium of looking drawing . there is too much history.. describe my own experience.. askothers. drawing with looking. look. to see . not eastenders. I would but there are the guilty books and it.. eastenders is not incidental enough .. so i go for one or two programmes a week torchwood  camp comedy drama. everybody’s looking for something. (madonna bits) If you look for something you will always find something. not always what you were looking. what’s the difference between looking and seeing? Looking is feeling with your body and brain if you wanna play the game. fun house. like memory. relations between everything relationship links. songs have lots of you love in . aaargh. moulin rouge. didnt’ see it all cheesy love songs so much about and it is not anything tangible but it makes sad . 

Now it is 29th MARCH